|i'm soo fucking in love
||[Mar. 23rd, 2009|08:04 pm]
my baby surprises me! and i got kidney stones this morning at like 2 am and she was there for me. but i didn't make a big deal cuz i didn't want to worry her. But then 9 rolled around with no sleep... just painful cuddling... and we went to the hospital. she's fucking incredible... she snuck into my hospital bed and hung out with me while i was on a bunch of injected morphine. I was screaming at the bitch nurse to get my fucking baby... and she wouldn't so i started talking a bunch of shit... i was like breaking my bed cuz i was in so much pain.... you have no idea.. i just wanted her to be there so i could hold strong... and then i would burst out in laughter cuz it was the only thing that was keeping me from tears.... and the bitch nurse was like "what's wrong? and i was like fuckkkk my life and your damn system... then the Morphine went into me and i felt it immedeatly... i looked at the nurse as i layed down and was like "i'm sorrrrry..... thank you.... i love youuuuuu! haha. then i went into the MRI, came back and my baby was there to lay with me. amazing.|
She's so complicated, impulsive and unpredictable at times... but i understand her like no one else... same for me... not to mention i don't even get mad at half the shyt she does. it's just like i know why... and she's soo similar to me that i understand... our shit lasts like a minute. Oh yeah, and that fight we got into on saint Patty's day; she felt the same way i did... like everything could have been done right there with the shyt that we were saying... but we both had so much bottled up aggression that we needed to get out and it was fucking amazing. She said the same thing i was thinking "i just wanted to fuckk you so bad and scream at you and fucking Love you. which is sick cuz we're not usually like that AT ALL. we're really good and don't fight, same tastes, we understand eachother and communicate well... just some times you need to say FUCK FUCKING YOU.
she's mine all mine. and i'm hers all fucking hers. She makes me a good boyfriend... i make her a good girlfriend. we are so similar it's not even fucking funny. but when we're together we're two different people completely. Two Better Fucking People. She is my twin.